greetings all out there in internet circles other than mine.

How are you all?

I have had not done alot lately. Work is getting stupid and i'm not finding anything else despite my searchngs. It's a lot harder to get a job than they make it out to be. Who are 'they'? I have no idea but the generic concept is fitting here. I'm putting resume's out there and applying online, and nothing is happening. And now, to make everything even harder, my hours have changed to: Sat, sun, monday off, tues, wed, thurs, friday off. IT SUCKS!!!! it's screwing up all my routines. Plus my pay sucks.

I'm wondering wether to open the bottle of cab. sav. and have a glass. I have a newly aquired taste for it after a night at a friends house for a quiet gathering where i ended up drinking about the equivelent of a whole bottle.

I don't know. I have a lot of issues on my mind relationship wise, and really have no idea what to do about them... well, i do know the easy way out, but i don't know if i should employ it. I'm trying to work it out by talking, but one thing i've realised, guys (and this is a generalisation) have a tendancy to totaly ignore talking out emotional issues. They don't like it and seem to do everything in their power to avoid it. It's sort of worked out, but there's still a lot of time to see if anything comes from it... i'll try to keep you posted.